3rd day at Dipper.. doesn't went well.. not with the ride.. not with the guest but with my own friends.. Maybe is jus me.. Maybe is jus some coincidental that it jus got linked altogether.. U peeps jus happens to hit that wrong spot.. it triggers the unpleasant memories buried long ago -tat dark side of her..
But btw that's not the way to interrogate me.. I hate the way u do tat to me.. It feels like a threaten.. And it feels freaking upset.. At tat pt i feel like shouting back.. But i know if i shout back the situation now sure very bad one.. Keep quiet also wrong.. Say out, later phrase wrongly u all gonna offended also wrong.. wtf do u want me to do la..
if i need more time den jus give it to me la.. more time also cannot.. force me for wat.. time is really needed to bury that memories once again..
dun get offended by this post la.. but i get wanna let u know not everything is like wat u think say out sure can settle de..
I"M SORRY..
only utill today i questioned myself why am i here in Santa Cruz.. i feel like gg home..
lost and upset..
